Thursday, August 12, 2010

Chasing something...

Oh boy, summmers ending and the kiddos are heading back to school next week.  I find myself in a frenzy to fit in all the "STUFF" before next week rolls around. I am feeling a little blue, and I don't know why.  I am really frustrated, personally I think I am talented, I have hobbies like quilting and sewing. I have  friends, a business, four gorgeous kids.  I run, swim, bike and can even cook.  I married a good man, and I have the gospel and a testimony of my Savior. Now I am not saying all this to sound boastful, I guess just trying to cheer myself up!  Why aren't all of these things good enough, why am I not satisfied, why do I feel like there is a void, what the heck is my problem??
Am I the only mom who feels like this???  I think I am broken and need to get fixed.

Now onto brighter things, my business is going well and sales have picked up and I stay fairly busy.  I would like to have more sales, but it is a work in process.  I am going to NYC in 3 weeks with some girlfriends:)  I just ate belgian waffles with cream and fresh strawberries. Oh and tomorrow is FRIDAY!!  I think I will sleep in and hope that I will wake up with a different outlook.


Susan said...

Ohmygosh, I can totally relate. Seriously. I've got no advice for you -- just know that I love ya!

Sounds like to need to come lay-out with me at Lifetime tomorrow. 10-12 tomorrow morning. Vitamin D = yummy!

Adrienne said...

I hear you Jarrie! Your definitely not alone. I could copy and paste your exact words on my blog and it would match (except the part about having talents and stuff).

Love you,

P.S. You and Susan forget Lifetime and take a flight to Phoenix...I know of a great pool here :)

Kristin said...

I always have this feeling when I am doing laundry...which is like everyday! Sometimes I just say, really, this is all I am good for? But honestly, sometimes you just have to push through and keep being positive!

Bloggy Blog Designz said...

Jars - you are amazing. I think we all feel like this from time to time. I am sorry that it's your turn to feel like this for a second.. I hope it's over quickly! I love you!!!

ecelaya said...

I hate days like that. There are no answers. I think it's in our genes.


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